Friday, June 8, 2007

just shoot me><

Well, i'm now back in my house..apartment...room...whatever u call it. I got back yesterday and thank god, he kept me safe throughout the entire journey back home. Sometimes, i wonder whether am I deserving of such love and blessings from God. I feel that I've really disappoint and anger him so many times. But yet, he's still there. Watchign over me.

I wonder sometimes, when I'm in mymost emotinal state of mind...whether i he really there. Looking after me. I mean, I haven't been going to church for god knows how long. I haven't been reading the bible faithfully each day as i should be doing.

I miss worshipping him...

*sigh

I've been a gigantic mixed bag of emotions since I got back. I miss my family loads. Okay, maybe not my mum's nagging, haha. The only reason I came back this early is juzt so because I can complete my long overdue homework.

Yes, I'm seriously up to my neck with the amount of homework, overdue revisions and meeting of deadlines. Guess what, I haven't single one yet. Not to mention, my interview with a certain lawyer. The questions aren't even drafted out yet. Damn it!

Now, I'm trying to finish my draft for english and yet...here I am writting my blog.

I want to cut hair today. It's never going to be reality until of course, I ask crystel for that hairdresser's number. What's his name again? Oh yeah, Tommy something or other. He's supposed to be really good. Well, after seeing what he did to val and crystel's hair. I gotta admit, he's not bad. According to Crystel, he studied in Taiwan and cuts hair according to what suits a certain face structure best.

Okay, my hair seriously needs trimming. It been like 5 months since I had my hair styled at H2O (lots of really fine guys over here!).

So many things to do and yet, so little time. Yeah, I know. I didn't manage my time well enough. Might as well get Mun Fai to shoot me and get it over with. I know he's been dying to do that.

Oh well, back to the pile of disgusting homework. Come on girl, GET DOWN TO IT!

I am now something like this


eventually, turning into this


Yup, that's the latest hairstyle poeple. Take it from me.

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