round and round in circles

it just seems like a vicious cycle, round and round i go with not a destination in sight. i hoped for a straight line with maybe a few crookedness on the way, but what i got was a circle instead...goin nowhere.

where am i. who am i. what am i doing. what do i want. i'm not sure anymore. no destination. no goals. no plans. all ideas, hopes and dreams that i used to dream of seemed to have evaporated into smoke and ashes.

evrything now is like a routine. i thought i liked order and doing things routinely but as i grow up and getting older by the day, i kept hoping and looking for the unexpected to happen. a little injection into my life.

circles...i want to get out.

there i stood, bewildered

everywhere i look

everything seemed to be at a standstill

nowhere to go, feeling lost

tentatively i step forward

everything started moving again